How much weight will I gain? I''m so scared?

I''ve been struggling with anorexia for about 3 years now, my weight changes often and very quickly. I started to gain more weight as I started binging and purging.. and was latter diagnosed as bulimic.

Starting Friday I will be going to a recovery program at the hospital, where I will be forced to eat 1800 calories a day. I am so upset about this. And have been panicking every since I found out. I do not want to gain weight. I am trying SO hard to lose weight.. I''m so scared. And I''m so angry. ):

I am currently 5''6 and 120 pounds.. I know I''m way too heavy, and need to lose weight.

But now this stupid center is going to make me fat. ):

I''m Just really upset.. How much weight do you think I will gain on 1800 calories a day? And is there a way to not gain weight while eating this much? Keep in mind.. I will not be allowed to purge or exercise. :L

Thanks.

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You won''t gain anymore weight than you should. You''ve already admitted to being bulimic which shows that you know that you have a problem. Take their advice and be healthy.

• Not much, you''re fine. It''s a hospital that wants you to do it, so you''ll be fine. You''re not going to be fat.
• It depends on how low of calories you usually ate. I''m sorry you have to endure this, I hope nothing but the best for you
• That is not fat.... Trust me, you will feel and look better if you just do what they tell you to do... Please don''t starve yourself to death, which is better? Death, or a little weight gain?