How to get rid of a fetish?

Im 14 and I have a fat fetish. Its not something I am proud of and I want to get rid of it. I have googled everything from sex psychology to therapy. Nothing had helped. Im still only a child and people would say 'its all in your head' but its not. I get turned on when people gain weight. Its disgusts me and I hate it. Does anyone know how to get rid of it? Please dont just write something like 'embrace it' because I cant and I wont.I get turned on but also disgusted. Im so confused. I also cant 'get help' because I dont live near any therapists etc so that means I would have to tell my parents which Im not going to do

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What you could do is learn to associate fat people with pain. When you see someone that may arouse you, pinch yourself as hard as you can, zap yourself with one of those novelty shockers that look like a lighter or pack of gum, or even hit yourself in the nads. Eventually your subconscious will learn to associate fat people with pain instead of arousal.