I am force fed this gross muck that help me gain weight, I am losing confidence and I feel fat and down all the time. I have so many things in my life that need to be done, but I never have the motivation. I have a brother that makes me feel like I don't deserve to live, tried to drown me when I was 5, and strangle me when I was 8. I want to kill myself, and I'm already doing self harm, my parents oblivious to it. My relatives, counselors, and "friends" turn a deaf ear when I talk to them about this stuff. My friends don't exist, they're just nice people. I'm a star student in everything and it puts a lot of stress and jealousy on me. I am often humiliated and bullied by people, and my life is a mess. I try to sort things out neatly, I play them out one by one like cards in my head. I end up failing every time. I really messed up my life. What do I do.........
@chloe I do. Every night. 20 mins. In a quiet room. With incense.
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If you are a star student, everything will work out. our society is messed up, so try not to focus on that. find some friends that are also good students like yourself, they are great listeners. when you become older, put some distance between you and your family. you can restart you life, with a better future. good luck.
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